changed my template.=D
decided the old one was too emo.anyway,its time ive changed it,as a celebration that
PMR IS FINALLY OVER.
thats right.in red and CAPS.
its good to feel human again.the air has never smelt so fresh,the sky never so blue.
okay stop.-.-
ahh.3 months.3 months of giddying happiness.
delirious,undiluted,kaleidoscopic exultation.
the rest of the 75 days stretches out like a blank sheet of paper.
suck eggs to u PMR.muahahha.
anyway,still undecided on what to do during the hols,but im already enjoying the freedom of sleeping at 5:30 and waking up at 1.yess.and the best part is my mum doesnt even bother.
culture shock.normally,she wont let us sleep later than 10,even during hols.

ahh.the sweet taste of freedom.=)

http://www.scribd.com/doc/13483336/Folio-Sejarah-2009

garh.
i HATE projects.or as we malaysians say:
KERJA KURSUS.
i have no damn idea how to even spell that goddamn word so i dont care.

the DAYS of kerjakursus-ing has ARRIVED ladies and gentlemen.(of form3)

i have spent the past 2 hours looking up some dumb shit abt Afamosa,the pics and the crap.after all that effort,i stumbled across this AMAZING website,that has the whole folio,ready-made for u.according to this year's topic and etc etc.its not really that ready-made la,but,THE WHOLE HASIL KAJIAN was THERE!so,all u do is,copy paste and print.i dont care what BAHA is gonna say if he sees that eryone has the same folio.all he cares is getting it done so quick that is faster than...well,whatever that is faster than him la.

so!to all form3s if u are reading this,i shall relieve ur burden by giving u the website.
http://www.scribd.com/doc/13483336/Folio-Sejarah-2009
good luck.

u know,i wonder why in the world they give us projects for.they are a waste of time,paper,and energy.yes,they want to make us,the X-generation(i have no idea)kids be more tech-savvy than the past generation,so they make us print tons of paper,all downloaded from the net that we wont even bother to read.
someone tell me why.its genuine curiosity and i dun wanna sound ignorant.

oh shit,when puan patrina comes back from confinement,she is gonna kill the whole class.we did not do a single thing,even though she planned a timetable for us to keep us busy.god.and i've heard women after pregnancies are scary.shit.
whoever has the nota for novel panas salju please please please LEND ME!i really need it.

the deadest blog alive

the title is counter attacking itself,if u know what i mean.





many ppl have complained that i never write anything on this thing so i shall write smtg.





ok.i shall blog abt KE's bday party.


no,i shall blog abt my weekend.


no,argh crap.i have no idea what to blog abt.


OKAY.I SHALL BITCH ABT MY COMPUTER.FOR BEING DISLOYAL,ANNOYING AND GIVING ME ATTITUDE.


first of all:its exactly like a girl.with periods.


it pms-es when it feels like.


it gives me shit attitude,when it does.


and when it does,nothing works.everything just collapses.


-i press the on button,it shuts down.


-i click on an icon,it takes 15 minutes for it to appear.


-if i have more than 2 programs running,the whole screen becomes white,and i willl slam the power button,on off on off just for a little pay back.(to all geeks:i know its not the right way to treat my com that way but i don care,besides,it has survived around...7 episodes already so,its fine)


-it took one hour yesterday,to boot up my com.coz it keeps saying,have to restart,restart,and the thing is so lagg.it only manage to work after an hour.\\





when it doesnt,i love it.


when it doesnt,i feeling jumping on it.


u know,it got me so pissed on time,i actually cursed the computer out loud,as in like,talking to ahuman that kind of way of cursing.


it sounded damn stupid but i dont care.





its time to buy some period pain pills for this girl.


this computer is so rubbing off me man lol.even my mum says so.


''ai yo,your computer giving u attitude,just like u.''


so apparently,this computer of mine,is like a mirror of myself.


if it is,then i look like this.:














PMS reminds me of katy perry-hot n cold:

YOU! CHANGE YOUR MIND!
LIKE A GIRL!CHANGES CLOTHES!
-----
----
YEAH
u!PMS!LIKE A BITCH!
I WOULD KNOW!
----
=
----
COZ UR HOT N UR COLD
UR YES THEN UR NO
UR IN THEN YOUR OUT(okay,my computer does NOT go in and out)
UR UP THEN UR DOWN

blablabla.
so there goes.that concludes my story abt my dear darling computer.
have a good day everyone.=D

piano pratical

OH GAWD.
my pratical fail fail fail.i think .
i stumbled alot.so fuckin nervous la.my god.


mr whats-ur-name please PLEASE give me a pass.a pass im happy already.PLEASE
i grovel on my knees man

end of the road

today was my last piano lesson (provided that i pass my exam this thurs).
it was so weird..
i have spent the last 11 years waiting for this day when i wont have to go for lessons anymore,but now,..it feels like,hey,that fast?i think i wan a lil more time.weird man.i want my teacher to stay on a lil longer,but i dont want to take G8 lessons.

feels like the end.
me n my teacher had this conflict thingy last time,now its complicated.
i'll miss her,defintely.
there was one sentence tat really hit me:
IM WONT BE COMING AGAIN.
gawd.really brought me down to earth,with 10 times gravity.

my teacher has been a family friend for 11 years.since i was three,she has been coming over to my hse to give me lessons.she's practically an aunt,not a teacher.we call her auntie,not teacher.aihh,wish i could turn back time to repair the conflict last time,now that im older,i could see the mistakes i made.

after she left,i went to my room to emo,think back all those days when i was younger,she was younger,and all the childish things i use to say and do in front of her.
now,im what she calls her 'big girl' already.

at least,now im considered ''gradutated''.ahhaa.feels good to actually accomplish smtg for once.=)

today was funnn.shuana can really talk man.we talked and talked in banana leaf frm 1-5..it was crazy man.record time for me.im the type that's like:eat,pay,go.yeah...so,today was diff.
ahhh,shuana,i love and hate u.D:..
i owe u one.
KE,u too.i hate n love u.
LK,my lil sister,seriously.i have to 'look after' u man, like big jiejie i tell u/D:
hmm..
oh!to all ppl out there,im helping miss crystal chai fishball to advertise that she has opened a blog,go see it.it sucked.wtv la,she will kill me in skool anyway.BTW,crystal:u gt that wrong,it was me who reminded u abt the worms when we wre walking to KH.bugger.

hmmm,what to blog what to blog.normally,when im not at the com,i have some ideas to blog.but then,when im in front of the com,BLANK.
ahhhh,shit.parents coming to get me soon,bugger.

girly lessons

my pack of frens thinks im not girly enough.D:
i'm considered girly to my own standards,comparing to what i was when i was in ST6.gosh...

my next level of girly simply means:
1:jelly fingers
2:squemish squealy squidish
3:pink pink pink(not really la.)

i dunno.i guess i was never a girl,i was never born one.
to all ppl out there with pink unicorns and cotton candy rainbows,please give some advice to this fella who plays naked barbies when she was younger(don we all?i mean,their clothes get lost so easily.)..i have no idea on how to be any more girlier than i am.

sorry,haven been updating for a while.=)
i have been banned frm the com since...last june?aih,it SUCKS.my mum is a physco freak anyway,so i cant do anything abt it.
hmm,where did all my topics go? i was actually full of ideas of what to blog when i get the chance,but now its all blank.FUCK...aihhh

so many things are happening.=)
and crystal wants to have a blog too.ahaha,unbelievable.
my blog is pretty much dead .D;i pity it.
anybody who wants to talk to me talk to me in skool.

junmey came to me in skool and bugged me
' WHY U NEVER UPDATE YOUR BLOG?'
junmey,not everyone is like you,blogging abt everything they see and manage to turn it into smtg out of pure twisted imagination.


there is NOTHING to write abt.
full stop.

have to wait for the writing bug to bite me again to get me started.
probably have to wait till the next hols.
that is if this blog doesnt close.

there u go junmey.
i've updated my blog.

i hate hormones.they suck
1st: of all,they give me pimples.
2nd: they give the worst of mood swings.jealousy,moodyness,wanna be alone,cold,u name it all.
3rd: making me feel like im the tip of a shit pile.

its a struggle to control the overload.
and always feeling like,im being lied,cheated,faked.
yesh,i've been tru that,and have only gt out it recently.
but it seems like it might happen the 2nd time.coz,
i just feel like im a spare tayar.ALWAYS.
and u cant keep throwing ur temper at ppl,
even if they are ur friends,
you cant expect them to be your servants to your moods(i dont expect them to)
or layan you.
they will burst if you keep doing this all the time to them,
and they will realise that you are such a loser who has no life
and cant even enjoy life as it is
and just wants everything for yourself.
being selfish.
my weakness,yesh..
unfortunately i've gt that genes frm my dad.
trying to rectify my sefish genes,
coz im just harming myself if i want to go on being selfish.
saying is easy,but action is hard.
very hard
every time,u see smtg that you dont want to see,you get that feeling,and..
aih,your whole mind and soul just succumb to your emotions.
i must control my emotions.thats my new motto.
and you cant just blame it on hormones.
if you do,then,those serial crimes will just put all their blame on their dick(if its a man) for their crimes,and get away with it.
imagine the judge sentencing a dick.god.WRONG!XD
ahaha,anyway,back to what i was saying,
its all about self control.